post christmas escapades

We've had our get together last night...[my barkada in high school].. Mostly were 'anak ni castillo'..
the 'FUDDECC', 'FALJEMPS',was formed when we were in 3rd year high school.. all of us were classmates that time [section Aguinaldo] under Mr. Castillo - 'Canot' as we call him...
though there were few who were not there, those people who are 'can not be reach' - out of coverage area'...know what i mean.. those were present yesterday were the poeple who keep in touch with each other - despite the distance, UG BISAN TALAGSA RA MAKALOAD..SOLID!


Batch '04

with joco and jerome

the girls








I' enjoyed the night..hmmnn...? coz.... my high school crush was there!!!! haha!!!

wew! am i going into business?

mama and i were discussing not long this afternoon about me going into some business... not a monkey business, duh! just a small business... as they say 'humble beginnings'...
haha!

i was thinking how to raise money for me to pay my balance in my dormitory
[14,505.50 php] yeah? not much huh?.. my system is dashing desperately to find possible solutions with this problem..i have to get going coz the deadline for the application for LET will be on January 31st of next year..that will be less than two months from now..and i can not process my application without my transcript of records, but then i can not have my TOR without paying my remaining balance and without applying for graduation at MSU-IIT (this would costs another more or less 8k)...

thus, i thought about going into business... this is the only apparent solution i have for the moment..its not that i'll build a multi billion company, just a sort of buy-and-sell thingy... just to spin the little money i have.. instead of keeping it inside my wallet, i plan to try risking it in trade...saving the money inside my wallet is the safest thing to do.. BUT my wallet couldn't multiply the amount no matter how long i'm going to keep it, couldn't even add a single cent...

i told my mama about my plan..well, i have her approval... however, she is uneasy thinking the money i'll invest might shrink...due to her hesitation, my doubts are arising...

good thing i checked my friendster... everytime i log in with my fs account, i do not forget to read my horoscope [i am a cancer]... i do not really believe all thats written but sometimes it somehow help me fix my decision..what amazed me and made me read it from time to time is because it coincidentally concur to my situation.. i can't help but agree to most of its statement..

just wanna share what my star says today:

You are savvy enough to be as careful as you need to be in business deals, but that doesn't mean you can never go for broke. Dive headfirst into a new opportunity today. You do not have to research every little detail to death. If people you know and trust are enthusiastic about a new enterprise, and if you feel deep in your gut that it is something you want to get involved with, then go for it! It's probably going to be a very interesting experience.

anyway, i am now decided.. i'll start the ball rolling after Christmas...

yow! God bless me with this new venture!

Christmas MERRY

red, green, yellow and blue lights are seen flickering everywhere; lanterns are hang in door jams, light posts and gates; children caroling all over the city; Christmas songs are played loudly - these only denotes one thing, CHRISTMAS IS PAST APPROACHING....

some people are trying to manage frenzied schedule just to shop for Christmas presents while others are still making every effort to have something in their table during Christmas eve..

some people are over showered with gifts from friends and love ones, but some are meagerly wanting for one present - just one. what could that be?

most people have their wishes every Christmas... whats with this season? do our wishes really come true if we make it on Christmas day? why not on november 1? or february 29?

when i was in grade school, i can say Christmas is coming because my mama will buy me a new dress or anything... something new means Christmas!

now that i am 20, things have definitely changed...

i am happy with my life though...
i loooove the life i have..... but sometimes i cant keep myself from wishing to be a child again... to be as carefree as a child, oh how i love the sincerity of a child's laughter...

a child who simply laughs when tickled, a child who enjoys undemanding parties and companies. a child who patiently waits for Christmas to receive presents from Mother-turned-out-Santa-Claus.

have i had a happy childhood Christmas memories?

ahmm, i am just curious.. why is it everybody is wishing to have their family complete and united in celebrating Christmas?
why am i not wishing the same thing as everybody did? is there something wrong with me?
for me, we can be more happy without him... i do not know what my mother and sister feel about it.

anyway, my Christmas is still merry..

A MERRY MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!

GOD LOVES ME..

gotta believe

as i was looking through the bulletins posted in my friendster account, i was intrigued with one bulletin titled 'Bush Died'... when i opened it, i got thumped up with its content..

here's what it goes..

You shouldnt have opened this (SORRY)

Now

your mom will die

in

4 hours

unless ...

You repost it with any of these titles:

1) I'm in love with a star

2) I have AIDS

3) My ex boyfriend turned out to be gay =[

4) I moved

5.) I ♥...someone on my featured friends....GUESS WHO?

6) My FISH drowned:(

7) my liver hurts:[[

8) I killed a cat

9) I'm spiderwoman

10) I ate a sour octopus

11) My mom caught me making out

12) Bush Died

13) Psssh I don't like u anymore dude sorry I found some 1 new

14) i want a baby

16) im not a virgin anymore

17) stupid BITCH i hope you read this..

19) im engaged

20) i want you

21) IM IN LOVE WITH THIS NEW KID NAMED ZIGGY

22) im tired of boys and their periods

23) im tired of girls and their periods

24) I really like him =(

25) c

26) im moving schools

27) he's such a thing !

28)Sorry babe it's over

29)im gay

28)Yes Im 2months pregnant so stop askin.

29) youre all invited to my engagement party.=)

30)MaMi na Qoh

i really do not believe with this kind of stuff, the chain messages which bring you bad luck if you wont send it and the likes..
but i have to repost this message...that's what i did..i repost it with the title 'Yes Im 2months pregnant so stop askin'... i have to..i'm too afraid to lose my mother..
last month, she was diagnosed with RHD..yep, as in rheumatic heart disease..we'd almost lose her..luckily, she's still with us now..
she just had her check up last friday [dec 19, 2008] and the doctor advised to have her heart undergo an operation, there is a valve in her heart that needs to be replace..
BUT the process would costs half a million plus another hundreds of thousands for the medication... WHERE IN THE WORLD COULD I FIND THAT AMOUNT?

since i can not afford the operation, i am entrusting her health and condition in my faith with our Almighty God..

despite the fact that i do not believe with the bad luck that is brought with chain messages which aren't forwarded, i ought to forward and repost it - if it somehow helps to lengthen the life of my mother..

for her life, i will believe everything..

for those who reads this, help me.. i believe that your prayers are of great help.. please pray for my mother's health..

ahem!!! for those who are generous enough, i'm also accepting financial help.. haha!! no kidding!

don't hesitate to contact me.. GO!

what's my name's hidden meaning?

last week, i come across with this site that gives you the hidden meaning of your name... i don't really believe with these kind of stuff.. but i just love reading it..

i say, our attitude or personality doesn't lie with how our name is spelled... our behavior lies upon our response with things happening around us - how we react, decide and balance things out... and our aura doesn't lie with how beautiful our name is...it's how we carry ourselves in every situation..and our mind-set isn't as narrow or as broad with our name's length...

our name serves only as our tag for us to be identified among the many... but it is not our name which labels our being... it is us who give credits to our name!

but i'd like to share what's my name's hidden meaning... somehow, some of it is really me (words in bold)..and its so funny that i only realize that i am like this, like that or not... then again, some of the statements is defining the opposite me ...words in parenthesis are my reactions..

YOU ARE CAREFREE AND PASSIONATE You are wild (slight), crazy (not so), and a huge rebel(indeed!). You're always up to something. You have a ton of energy (coz i take multivitamins daily), and most people can't handle you. You're very intense. You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun. You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life. You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you. At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself. You are incredibly sexy and sensual. You have a naughty vibe that no one can ignore. (i certainly agree!!! yow!) You have an unquenchable desire. And you are unrestrained in your passions. You have a tendency to be unfaithful. Whether you fight it or give in to it is up to you. ( i gave in most of the time) You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident (depends with the crowd im in), authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. (eh? really? i didn't know that..i guess) You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. (i looove daydreaming - its my past time) You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life. You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home. You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

~whatever meaning my name has or however it defines me.... nonetheless , i live my life with my heart and my name is just a tag of what my heart truly conspired.

xoxo!
mwah!

fate: much more than that - [it's a call]

tomorrow is monday... meaning i have to wake up early for school... ugh! i haven't prepare my lessons for tomorrow and i still have a loads of papers to check... but i love my job though...
teaching is not a money-spinning profession, specially i am employed in a private school (less benefits compared to government schools)... but it is so fulfilling.
honestly, way back in high school, never in my wildest imagination had i dream to be a teacher..
but God has really planned me to be one...
june 2004 ;msu-iit - i enrolled bse chemistry, but i planned to shift the next semester... t'was a course by chance...i did not choose it, its just that my preferred course was already close [no more slots available]... so what i had in mind is to enroll whatever course available for me to stay in the university...then shifts to another course the next sem... but fate break in my plans..actually t'was my fault really, not fate.. i failed in one of my subject... so? i never had a chance to shift.. 1 year is over, then 2 years .. in my third year, i'm beginning to love my course..and for the record i got good grades.. i have flat 1s...its getting better every semester.. i even ranked as no. 1 in our teaching demonstrations..

and after four years, i am now a teacher...

was everything a God's plan?

if not because of my failure [subject], i wouldn't stay in College of Education.

did God plan to fail me in one of my subject [math2] for me to realize my calling?

is it really my fate to be a teacher? is it my call?
or am i just stranded in here?

i teach my students what i ought to teach..

goodbye class!!!

on the verge of losing someone

i thought I’d lose her.. thank God she’s still alive.. i can’t imagine what would it be like if she’s gone.. i am not ready yet..

i love my mama so dearly.. she’s the only parent i have.. she’s my hero in every way.. she is so kind and loving… i am ever grateful she’s my mom..

i can tell her ALMOST everything including my love affairs.. and three-fifth of my secrets..

we are best friends..

i cant afford to lose my bestfriend… at this moment..

i know that someday one of us will bid good bye, its either me or her..in our own time..

but for now, i still want her with us.. im still scaling my way up and i want her by my side when i reach (the sky?)..

i love you mama!

i salute you mom!