fate: much more than that - [it's a call]

tomorrow is monday... meaning i have to wake up early for school... ugh! i haven't prepare my lessons for tomorrow and i still have a loads of papers to check... but i love my job though...
teaching is not a money-spinning profession, specially i am employed in a private school (less benefits compared to government schools)... but it is so fulfilling.
honestly, way back in high school, never in my wildest imagination had i dream to be a teacher..
but God has really planned me to be one...
june 2004 ;msu-iit - i enrolled bse chemistry, but i planned to shift the next semester... t'was a course by chance...i did not choose it, its just that my preferred course was already close [no more slots available]... so what i had in mind is to enroll whatever course available for me to stay in the university...then shifts to another course the next sem... but fate break in my plans..actually t'was my fault really, not fate.. i failed in one of my subject... so? i never had a chance to shift.. 1 year is over, then 2 years .. in my third year, i'm beginning to love my course..and for the record i got good grades.. i have flat 1s...its getting better every semester.. i even ranked as no. 1 in our teaching demonstrations..

and after four years, i am now a teacher...

was everything a God's plan?

if not because of my failure [subject], i wouldn't stay in College of Education.

did God plan to fail me in one of my subject [math2] for me to realize my calling?

is it really my fate to be a teacher? is it my call?
or am i just stranded in here?

i teach my students what i ought to teach..

goodbye class!!!