The Breakthrough

My life was out of sync, I was off track.

I got carried away.

I believed I'm in seventh heaven, but, little did I know I was dancing in hell. Unaware of the flame, I continued dancing and enjoying every beat of the rhythm. I got lost with the music. I shut myself in the new found world. Unknowingly, fire was slowly consuming me. I hadn't realized I am in hellhole until fire devoured half of my soul.

Half of me was conscious, half of me was under delusion.

Thin line between right and wrong was becoming indistinct and blurry.

Neglecting the warning signs flashed before me, I continued claiming the new-found-world. I kept on wandering but thirstily chasing for what I believed can make me happy and complete.

Wandering, chasing, and dancing… until I am frayed. As pain begun to surface, reality became apparent. I became physically tired, emotionally battered, financially broken and psychologically twisted.

Stepping out of the world where I was locked in demanded my superhuman effort. On the process, I became aware of another dumb truth: the thing I thought as my source of strength was, in reality, a kryptonite.

Tossing that kryptonite out of my life was never easy…

Day by day, I asked God’s help to keep me going, to keep me strong.

This instance made me realized that happiness found from crooked ways never last. Everything was superficial.

To be happy, genuinely happy, I must be doing the right thing. :)