the power of power

huh! i wanted to have power.. power to make things right... i know everything's gonna be alright...but i just can't wait to make things happen, i badly want my plans to be realize..my dreams.. but how? i now wanted to start walking the mile towards it but i just can't raise my foot to move even a single step.. i am not sure which way to go.. east,west, north, south or just stay where am i right now..

i want to keep moving, to keep on pacing...i definitely know where am i supposed to go but one thing i do not know is how to be there.. i am not afraid in risking but i am too coward to start a fight.. i am strong.. i know that..

i also wanted to have a power that can heal all pains... i wanted to have a power that can ease all the agony...

can anyone help me? i am confuse!!!

letter to God

oh, God! help me... i need your guidance...

i thank you God for all the blessings and the trials as well.. the blessings you gave made me feel how lucky am i..and the trials i have been through made me realize how strong am i and how strong your faith in me. One thing that made me stronger in many trials you gave is the thought you believe that i can overcome the storms, and i did!

Bless my family this new year... i am not asking for a lesser problems but a stronger me!

you know how much i love my mother and sister... i can forget everything about myself just for their needs... i wanted to be a good provider to them...

i love you!!!